Do you ever notice life seems to fly out of control at the worst possible times?I am not sure this is entirely true, but it sure seems that way.This week I should be preparing for my first 2 farmer’s markets - baking away and gathering the last minute items I need for a successful sale.This weekend is important.We need to make our first sales and start generating income, but low and behold, a major challenge is hindering my progress.
With a baby whom is sick and contagious with a nasty virus, life as I know it has come to a near halt.After canceling most events of the week and baking late at night or early in the morning, I press on.
I promised myself if I ran into major obstacles with this business, I would stop, breathe and find the way around, over or through the obstruction.My mind and emotions wage war against one another.My mind and experience know it will all be okay, but my stomach gurgles, my body retaliates with physical manifestations of my stress and I want to run and cry!
I stop.I breathe in love. I breathe out love.Everything is okay.I have help, support and an ingenious mind.I will overcome.
Monday morning money stress hit like a tidal wave and the fear Kuzala may not be as successful as I have envisioned took root, but with Alaya’s sickness, the toxic thoughts disappeared.Even this early in the week, I know I am not alone and of course we will succeed in this venture.When I keep my priorities in order, all will find a place and the “to do’s” that don’t may not have been as important as I once thought.Optimistic - no, experience has proven it.
May you see the challenges in your life as a way to lift you higher in every way.